intro
I don't wanna be
Anything other than what i've been trying to be lately
All i have to do
Is think of me and i've got piece of mind
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Monday, May 29, 2006
Looks like sometimes my advice gets you in the rut as well. i sometimes hate myself for being too smart for my own good. i think i might just shut up for a while. i am feeling really really sick and tired now. are you a friend or someone who will stab me in the back just because of attention? i don't know you anymore. i don't wanna know you. i don't trust you anymore. for what you did to us. i sometimes wonder why you do it. i really do. sometimes i put up with you for the sake of convenience. for the sake of facades. its too tiring to explain why i hate you so i'd rather just play like i'm a friend. live a lie than face the truth. something like that. i hpe you find your purpose in life. to my sisters, i need you to stay strong and make decisions and not dwell over it. if its time to move on move on. if its time to decide decide. if you think its not worth it, drop it. choices have to be made at light speed in future. i can't always be there to advise you. i'm not a great one either. sometimes i wonder how much actually makes sense. to ignorance, i just want to be friends. no more no less. i hope that's not too much to ask.
"i took a walk with pleasure,i had a lot of fun, but i didn't learn a thing.i took a walk with sorrow,i had pain and rejection, but i learnt more in my life than any other"
