intro
I don't wanna be
Anything other than what i've been trying to be lately
All i have to do
Is think of me and i've got piece of mind
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Wednesday, October 05, 2005
Haiz... where's my dou jiang? Feeling rather lovelorn this rainy morning... singlehood is good... i know... but you know... its just one of those moments that u actually think about how life would be like with a certain someone... or someone who hasn't even crossed ur path yet... it may sound childish from me lar... but you know... it happens... haha... surfing around friendster again... (seems like i'm surfing friendster at this time every other night...) and saw ppl whom i knew, and yes... i've seen the people who i think are pretty, cute, potential yadayada... ok never mind... so i saw them and you know... i start to think and wonder if life would have been different if i had chosen to go with people whom i had a chance to instead of breaking off and be single... ( i apologise... to those who know what i mean) and yes, life would have been much much more different than now. Short term wise, i would have been happier in the physical and emotional but well... i know that there are prices to pay if i went down that path... prices i can't afford to pay... *laughs* sigh.... Sometimes don't u wish that life had a save button? Then we could try all the alternatives... and savour the moment... too bad it ain't like that... *shrugs*
i'm leaving to india on the 23rd of oct... i really want to go... hope the money issue will be resolved... *prays*
Where's my dou jiang? I'm still searching for u....
