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I don't wanna be
Anything other than what i've been trying to be lately
All i have to do
Is think of me and i've got piece of mind
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Tuesday, September 27, 2005
I'm losing viewership... so sad... my readers are diminishing... even the constant taggers are leaving... haha... so sad... well i blame it on laziness and the lack of creativity. Seriously.
Ok... moving on... stop wallowing in self pity.
What i want to talk about today is the fact that we never forget. Forget what? You might ask... Heres the thing. We never forget our romantic involvements.
We are all human. I was just going through friendster (yes i have friendster) and going thru photos and friends of erm... friends... and came across my bud's "ex". Man, she matured a lot, and from what i see in the pictures anyone would describe a fox. Seriously. But then when i see her and think that way i think of my bud. Man, it must hurt so bad. Why?
COS WE DON'T FORGET OUR PAST!
I look at pictures of my past and i reminisce about times that have gone past. And sometimes i do wish that i can go back to that point of time. sighs
I believe that everyone has someone in their life that they want to forget and they can't. Cos they can't get over him or her. Which is heart wrenching. Cos that impedes the growth of a platonic friendship. Which in my opinion, is a one in a million chance of exisiting. But possible. I wish sometimes i could help. But wounds and sores go too deep for words to just offer mere comfort. *shrugs* One can only hope that life will go on for both of them. Which usually is the case for one side of the relationship. At least. But in everything we do, there is always a vicious cycle to it and yes, we get bitten in the behind again. Do you ever wish to be out of the darn cycle? I know i do.
Next up, I look at successful relationships built on past failures. Did they forget their pasts? Certainly not. They have to remember what they have gone thru and get over it to get into another mess hoping that it will be a... a... a beautiful? mess? in the end. Erm... ok... i'm starting to lose credibility. I guess its because i'm too tired. *Yawns*
Look at the time. The national anthem is about to play on the radio. Better get my shut eye and meet Mr. Zhou. Nights all...
