intro
I don't wanna be
Anything other than what i've been trying to be lately
All i have to do
Is think of me and i've got piece of mind
blog
Wednesday, August 31, 2005
its time for a contemplative post. no jokes this time. obviANGEL is in a unsettled mood.
have you wondered what its like to be on two sides of a coin? one side will always be crushed won't it? have you wondered if i was on one side of the coin? and the coin happens to mean a lot to me? the thumb that flips this coin is the threads that bind us together. I owe you guys alot... both emotionally and physically. but when u flip this coin because of a thought that u have, or by a feeling that you have, do you know that it affects me? have you ever wondered that how it affects me affects my whole perspective? I feel for both. I don't want to lose either one. Some words cut deep. Some words leave scars. I hope that sometimes i'm wrong... and sometimes i hope you're wrong. I doubt myself and want affirmation from someone. i find that in few. where was the thumb when i needed it?
Don't speak words that are unnecessary. Don't lie to friends. Don't shut up when someone says bad stuff about your friends. Don't assume things. They don't turn out the way u want it to. Tolerate people. People tolerate you. Lose yourself once in awhile, you might find the part you never knew you had. Laugh. Laughter hides ur pain and releases hurts. Express yourself. Sometimes when you do, people understand you better. Listen to others. Your opinions can wait. Be what you want to be, not a fake photocopy of someone else. There is only one you. Use time wisely. Time is gone every second you're alive, be it doing something or not. Appreciate the things you have, not the things you don't. Don't envy people. It only serves to make you miserable. You may or may not find the right one in life. Treat the person that you have found as the one for you. You have already found the right one. Life comes in all shapes and sizes. Some get it better and some worse. Be glad that you have life. Problems come and go. But what u learn and take away from them stay with you forever. Pictures help you to remember people. People who are close to you need to be remembered. Sometimes in life you meet mean people. The percentage of you being remembered by them is small. Forget them and move on. Grudges and animosity are like fleeting romances. Let them go. Don't keep everything in your heart. Tell someone. You are likely to find answers in that someone rather than brooding over it. Friendships can last. If you want them to. Most are too lazy to do anything about it. Friends are not there 24/7. They are just a phone call away. Sticking to friends 24/7 drives them away. Everybody needs time for themselves. Take advice from people. Be humble. You have a lot to learn. You will never know everything. You will know more if u never stop learning. Procrastinating may work for you. Emergencies happen. Procrastinating may not work then. Unhappiness is an emotion. Choose to be happy. Anger is also an emotion. Choose to be happy. Happiness is an emotion. Be happy. Everday people come and go. Not everyday a person stays in ur heart. Treasure that person. Thoughts come and go. A thought that stays is worth writing down. No one is perfect. It doesn't hurt to keep moving onwards to be perfect. Perservere. You'll find perfection one day. Do what u know is right. Breaking laws are wrong. Finally. Be a man. Do the right thing. Spare the world another bout of bad news.
