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I don't wanna be
Anything other than what i've been trying to be lately
All i have to do
Is think of me and i've got piece of mind
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Wednesday, June 22, 2005
This story used to make you cry, whenever i said it you would tell me not to, and tear after my telling of it. I used to ask you who you wanted to see before you passed on, who you'd like to see on your death bed. You would stop and think and name your close friends and family. Here's my side of the story... again.
When i'm gonna die, and on my last breath, i would want to see many people.
I'd definitely see my parents and siblings, my life was entrusted into their care and care they have showered on me... i would wish them well and tell them to take care when i'm gone.
My closest pals. Tat, Alan. If i went on today, i would tell u guys that what's happened has happened, and any animosity should be put aside. We'll always be friends. This life or in eternity.
My dear dear Angel, i would tell you that i'm leaving, and that you gotta fend for your own. Brother won't be here anymore to take care of you. I won't be back... but i won't forget you.
My friends and people who care about me, linda, angee, the list goes on... I'd want to see them too... looking back on how u all impacted my life, i wanna thank you all and say that i love you too...
I would see my church pals... my cell members, my commrades... I would see Mum. Mum i really appreciate you investing so much into my life. I wanna thank you for correcting me and setting me on this path till this day. Joseph, even though i haven't been giving you much of a easy time, i wanna thank you for talking to me, encouraging me and slapping sense into me when i needed it. Ju, u know that you've been a tremendous blessing in my life. I wanna say that its been a pleasure working together and walking in the Lord in our course together.
This part used to make you cry...
I would see Nat, make up with him for what's he's done, and tell him that God loves him.
I would see Danial, and tell him to take care of you, watch over you, just as i'll be from above.
I would see Lynn and your close friends, to keep watch over you, get you outta trouble.
I would see the Swensens or Hagen Daz guy... and spend whatever money i'm left with to supply you with your favourite lime sherbert for as long as the money runs out.
I wanna see you... talk to you... tell you that i cared... tell you not to cry... tell you to be strong and take care of yourself...
Sounds cheesy, but i mean it. If i'm capable...
That's all i'll see... on earth that is...
Then i wanna see the Lord. I wanna go Home... I wanna be with You.
Haha... morbid post, but i feel so much for these people... Cheers... Love you all very much.
